I'm not sure if this is the right tag but im just letting out a short vent ^;;

it's hard for me to explore my kinks (irl or anything) since where I'm from, it's small and conservative. I also was taught from a very young age by people around me that's thinking inappropriate stuff and doing it wrong (my family kinda)

I was also taught it's fine to make jokes and having sex nowadays is normal (learned this from people around me/in school) but liking things that are kinky, especially femdom is kinda frown upon on.

it's hard to get rid of the guilt of wanting to try something or like these stuff, sometimes my brain will tell me if I do anything inappropriate, my day will be ruined and I'll get hit by karma

anyways that's my vent, thanks for anyone who read this! any advice not to think this way?