I wanna have a quick rant if that's fine I posted here before about being a new domme, I'm still trying to explore that stuff at the moment but I sometimes am sadden about how where I'm from (somewhere near china) is so hard to explore and try stuff, in fact it's so hard to lose ur v card too hahah. (I don't wanna give It to a random person because everyone around me said I'll have a fucked up mindset of sex which i understand) here are guys here where im from but because everyone basically knows everyone, it's scary to do anything especially to say "hey I'm more dominant" with so many guys who has a more traditional mindset (not their fault! everyone likes what they like) there's always online too but most of the people are across the world, which is fine cause they're genuinely nice people who are willing to try to adjust as long as I try too so I don't mind trying things online first what saddens me though is that I have to kind of accept the fact that in my future relationships, I might not be able explore anymore domme stuff because most subs are far away and not near China or near where I'm from. I know maybe in the future if I get with someone I love, they might be willing to try stuff but I feel like that's such a rare case Anyways! I might delete this, I just wanna rant about it, I hope I didn't say anything mean and thank you for reading this far!

(I just wanna say, maybe there are people who are near to me in other platforms that I'm not sure about.)