As a man middling in age, I look back at my youth and wish I could tell myself back then to roll with all those crazy submissive thoughts that were in my head!

When I knew so many ladies who if I could just have opened up to, would have happily have taken advantage of any of my desires.

Would any of them taken me out shopping and dressed me up like one of themselves? Finding me some hot little outfit that brought out my girly side? Could they practice their sluttiest make up on me? Lock me in chastity, put me in panties and have me serve their wants and needs?

Would any of them call me up after their boyfriends left them unsatisfied just to have me lick their cum covered bodies or creampie filled pussies clean for them. Would they laugh and humiliate me as I came in my pants because I simply enjoyed the pleasure of being in their servitude.

I wish I could know the thrill of just being called or texted, summoned simply for the use of my mouth and tongue, dominated, degraded and teased for my weakness to please. I'd suck on their dildos or let them sit on my face. I'd be thrilled if they stripped me, gagged, collared and leashed me and force me to witness what I could never have.

How I wish I could go back and make that reality.