I thought porn was gross for years. Over time my BF introduced it and we started to really enjoy BDSM and cuck videos before and during foreplay, keeping the fantasy going during sex.

I’m in charge. My BF loves being the submissive. He wants to be tied up and spit on. We even tried a golden shower for the first time recently and it made his day. Not my favorite (made him use a bottle of soap after) but I like seeing him helpless, like when I decided to nudge forward during the act and spray his mouth by surprise.

At a pool party two weeks ago his roommate’s dick slipped out of his suit..it was huge. That night I tied him up and I teased him about wanting to suck his friend off. Surprisingly he said was into it and asked (hoping that I would say yes) if I would make him “clean up” after a theoretical bull was finished fucking me.

During foreplay the next night he asked (again hoping I would continue the fantasy) if I would make him clean the bull’s dick and make him taste cum..

While I know his friend is off limits, I really want to propose going to a far away hotel bar and/or finding someone online and really trying this. Less about me wanting to fuck another man, I want to see him squirm and try new things WITH and FOR me.

What are the odds my husband really wants to try this type of thing? Will he think less of me for asking? He LOVES being a humiliated as a sub, do I surprise him (like the forced-BI cuckold plot in 80% of the scenes we watch) or too much?