Hi beautiful people of Reddit! If don't already know, the hornier I get, the more my pussy brain comes up with ways to torture me. Sir instructs me to share no matter what psycho fantasy comes into my brain. He also wanted me to humiliate myself by telling all of you just how desperate I am and how much I love to punish myself to be a better slut!

I have never really been into masterbation with my fingers. It has always been a toy, Sir's mouth, or not at all. Last night while being introduced to the Violet Wand, I asked Sir if I could rub my pussy. It's one of the things he's been trying to get me to do for decades. Of course he said yes and it actually felt really nice to touch my wet pussy. Sir said one of these days he would like to watch me edge with nothing but my fingers. New wife goals unlocked.

I woke up today and those words kept repeating in my head. Sir got a break from work and was ever so slowly licking my pussy. I'm such a lucky girl! That's when my dumb pussy brain took over. Sir wouldn't it be sexy if I got no edges until I made myself edge with my fingers. But did that fucking brain of mind stop there ... Oh no. I added I'll get no touch on my clit except for my fingers. My pussy gets no cock until I can edge and will offer up my other holes. If that still wasn't enough, please Sir punish me every night I don't edge with my fingers for keeping this drippy pussy away from you. ( Punishments are but are not limited to: flogging, violet wand, silicone paddle, ridding crop, and nipple torture). Edges also won't count unless he gets to see it.

I'm not joking when I say I have never made myself edge with my fingers. I'm not sure where this came from, but I want so badly to make Sir's fantasy of a masturbating slut wife come true. I might need some pointers or this might take a long time!