9/01/25 i had my last full orgasm 14/01/25 i had accidentally ruined

I have been on no touch since then, i knew i couldnt be trusted around my clit, even if i tried to edge there was the chance i would get greedy and take it too far.

the last couple days i have been allowed to cockwarm my toy, not allowed to fuck myself with it or touch my clit, just sit and watch porn with my hole stuffed. i have been so so desperate and needy, just wanting to do anything to please, the thought of being used was making me throb.

I have been slowly getting trained to react more while giving no attention to my clit, been squeezing around my toy and playing with my nipples just to feel the arousal in my clit. i have been sent lots of porn to look at while i sit with my hole full.

a few times he had me sucking on my toy and it felt so good to pretend my mouth was being used. the feeling of being used was so addictive that after i took it out i covered it in lube and began stroking and rubbing it, as if i had someone there to fuck my hand. and just the thought of only being there to give pleasure to someone else while receiving only what they want me to was amazing.

every time he told me how it was affecting him, how hard he was or if he was leaking, it only made me get wetter to know that by being good and following instructions i could please someone so much.

i finally got to touch my clit today, its been so long. he had me stroke my clit gently with a paintbrush while stuffed with my toy. then crossing my legs and applying pressure with one finger. everything felt so sensitive after days of training. i had been good enough the last couple days to earn a full orgasm at the same time as him.

getting permission to fuck myself while rubbing my clit felt incredible, so much so that i recorded an audio of it while i came. i hope i can find a way to send it to him, i think it would please him alot to hear that.

now that ive gone a few days no touch he has decided that i will he edging minimum twice per day, once in the morning and once at night. the more i do, the more it will please him. i just want to be good so i will edge as much as i can for him.