You all like reading about my experiences, and I like to share. Plus I have to write about this as a forfeit from last night, but I'll explain when I get there.

It had been nine days in denial for me and I'd spent the last two days with not a slot to focus on other than being horny. Admittedly, not as desperate as I have been, but I can't actually function if I'm that desperate anyway!

Sir has let me cum once, earlier in the day which had taken away some of the frustration that had been driving me nuts, but I find a single orgasm just...doesn't take away all the achy horny denial feelings. He'd then left me on no touch for the rest of the day, which just makes me squirm as soon as I know I can't touch.

When I got upstairs I was squirming until sir was free, and he told me to stuff myself with a dildo and use a plug if I liked. I can't do much anal play, but it is one of the things that turns me on ... quite a lot (and I have been quiet about 😆. Now you know, I guess, lol). So once I'd put the plug in I think I was whimpering slowly, and then adding the dildo was amazing and had me a dripping wet mess in no time.

Sir got me to play with my clit and edge, which didn't take long. I asked him if I could cum and he said no, so I slowed down. I got close again and begged for another edge, and he said no again. He let me get close another two times but wouldnt let me cum and at this point I was very wet and desperate to cum.

He had me stop for a few minutes to send him photos and cool off a little. Then he told me to continue playing and I was at the edge in a few minutes. He told me I could cum and when I tell you I saw stars and had to bite the pillow so I didn't scream and wake the house up, I'm not exaggerating. Sir said I could come as many times as I like, and I'm used to multiple orgasms...so somewhere in the ten range I think, I just went until it all started to hurt.

Id folded a towel up into quarters and put it under myself as soon as I knew orgasms would happen...I know I make a mess. When I got up I'd soaked through the towel and onto the bed 😆

Then I asked sir to put me back into denial- which he did happily.

Sooo, last night and some actual denial, since this is the denial board. I had bought some new toys - a ball gag and nipple clamps. Sir had told me to think about what I wanted this time - whether I wanted more orgasms, or to be denied. Part of me really really wanted more orgasms, but part of me was aware if had some last night and kind of wanted to be back in denial and I actually didn't really want to make the decision (and maybe regret this slightly now 😆😆😆).

Sir had me out the gag in and the clamps on, and asked me if I'd decided what I wanted to do. I still couldn't decide, so he said we would play a game. I had to pick a number, he would roll a dice and if I guessed correctly I get to cum. Rerolls are allowed, but each one comes with a penalty. But first, some edges.

I edged very very fast. I know I'm a masochist, so the pain of the clamps was helping, and putting kink gear on gets me into a really submissive space and makes me really horny, lol. I think that and the knowledge that I was wearing a gag and clamps and edging for someone was just...hot. I don't really know. Sir got me to edge three times and I was soaked. Part of me really wished I'd opted for orgasms at this point...but that's half the fun.

Sir rolled the dice and ...no orgasms. So I asked to roll again. Still no. The punishment task this time was to post about cumming so hard I soaked through a towel on here (done 😆). I rerolled and...still no. This time I wasn't allowed any toys for a day. Still not bad, I still have fingers. Reroll, and still no. This time, a day of no-touch, which turns me into a squirmy desperate mess every time. I went for one more reroll - I don't want to be on no touch for ages - and still no, but no toys for two days. I opted out of going again, and I was slightly annoyed at myself afterwards (and still am tbh, but it's funny) because I could have just...kept going until I won and didn't see it.

Sir made me edge again and I was back to being the denied wet mess I know you all love. He reminded me I had the choice and I could have orgasmed as much as I want, which didn't help my throbbing clit at all, lol.

Ive woken up very horny and very wet this morning. Work is dull and not keeping my mind off it either (and neither is posting this)

(Chat inbox is open, I'll talk to anyone if you want, but I'm not looking for anyone to play with!)