I don't think I have ever been so pent up. I came 6 days ago, which for me is alrwady a bit of a record, but I also never had so little orgasms like this holiday period. I think I had like 3 in 23 days (I usually cum twice a day minimum!!!), and they were like super intense but also super awkward 🙈 Sneakily humping a pillow in the middle of the night or rubbing my clitty in a restauran't toilet are not the most relaxing way to cum 😭

My friend just left. I am finally alone. Yet, after almost a month of forced restraint, and all the troubles of hiding a perpetually leaky cunny (she is so puffy gosh 😭) I still did not touch my poor clitty. It's insane. I want it so much!

Maybe I know that if I touch it, I may be unable to stop. I have things to do, meeting to have, work to tackle, but I know that all I want is just cum over and over again, spend the day laying here with my hands in my panties or even humping my pillow until my cunny becomes all flushed and raw.

Maybe I am just enjoying this too much - the way my nipples are so sensitive and costantly tingles, the way the fabric of my panties keeps sticking to my slit, the way my whole body just feels so good.

Or maybe I am keeping my cunny achey and denied so that a bunch of strangers on the internet can tell me what a good girl I am, how proud of me they are, because I kept my little cunny wet, puffy and desperate 🙈

I don't even know anymore