so i'm super new to denial, like literally since january 1st lol....recently i gave away control of my orgasms & i'm trying so hard to be obedient & not cheat.

i used to cum like 2-5 times a day everyday!! it was the first thing i did waking up & then again before bed.

i've felt so desperate just edging i feel liek i'm losing my mind 😩 liek i'm so wet and horny all the time, my pussy has been so sensitive & needy

Daddy told me edging is much better for girls than cumming, but orgasm is still all i can think about!!

im also scared what will happen when i do finally cum 😵‍💫 i always get awful post orgasm clarity, and as soon as i cum i start to feel really gross and ashamed...but all the edging is making me so sensitive!! it feels liek all i think about lately is my pussy & i wonder if it's keeping me in an unhealthy mindset where i'm more likely to do stuff i'll regret later

plz can I have sum advice or motivation? idk how long i have until im allowed to cum, and this is gonna be super challenging w me, but i really want to stay committed to this!!