a little while ago I decided i wanted to stop giving myself full orgasms all together and just have them during sex, and i have a friend with benefits right now and we see eachother around once a week sometimes more so that means i won’t need to wait very long for the foreseeable future. Right now it’s been seven days since i’ve had an orgasm and i’m seeing her tomorrow, but the last time i went over there i ended up not cumming at all and just getting teased and edged for a long time and that was great too. i can’t decide if i want to have a real amazing orgasm tomorrow or if i want her to just tease me again and go home desperate. (either way i’m not even touching my clit at all before going over there tomorrow so i’m extra sensitive)