Hello fellow horny degenerates! 😆

I know some people were following my posts and it's been a while since I posted. Life has happened and everyone is back at work, so I cant play 24/7, and I can't really have my mind turn into the absolute mush it was over Christmas when I couldnt focus on much except needing to cum.

It's only been...5 days since I was allowed to orgasm I think? I'm constantly achy and drippy and am getting through so many pairs of underwear haha. It doesn't feel like a days break reset the horniness at all. Then last night sir made me ask for another 5 days, and I suspect that will be my limit before I melt into needy goo. I have no idea how people manage for so long and stay functional. Although I do have both sir and a husband who are determined to drive me insane. It does feel a bit like a denial slut's dream though.

Denial has turned my husband into a sadist. He's gone from being fairly vanilla and not sexually active to ...whatever this is. He came home from work and kissed me while rubbing my clit until I moaned. He came downstairs yesterday and pinned me by my throat while he edged me until I whined. He also told me he waited until I was put back on no touch to have sex with me so Im not allowed to cum 😭. He likes that I need little to no foreplay now, I'm just dripping wet whenever (It's not really a complaint, I was kinda sad about my sex life before now).

It's 10.30 am and my underwear is already wet. I edged myself into a literal puddle the last two nights in a row too. I'm so horny haha. It takes so little to turn me on now. My post was interrupted by a meeting with my manager and I was dripping wet the whole time. I have to give a presentation next week in this state haha. I'm less desperately horny, but that's a mixture of not being teased 24/7 and me being wiser about not turning myself on. I think.

I have discovered things about myself along the way - I don't think I'll ever be as compliantly submissive as some of the people I read about - part of me will always be thrilled by a challenge, and desperately aroused when I inevitably lose 😆

Some things I actually thought were bullshit are actually true ((Edges are weirdly satisfying when you're denied, but not as good as cumming ))

((punishment and discipline does suck, buttt it's nice in a way. The control is also hot )) (Can paragraphs be hidden from one person in particular?? Edit: NO CLEARLY NOT)

I'm horny and rambling, but thank you for following me on the journey of losing my mind I guess. I'm sure there will be another update 😆

(Inbox open for chats. I don't need offers to play though thanks)