This’ll be my last post for a few days, ‘cause I don’t want to be too needy. :D

I’ve stayed up really late the last two nights and have edged with my vibe, as well as touching and rubbing in the shower. Last night? I had a dream that I accidentally came while edging and I was so disappointed but it also felt so good.

I’m able to edge for a little bit longer before hitting the edge, but I’m getting really sensitive so after a couple of edges, the vibe has to come off after a couple of seconds. I’m watching a lot more porn on Reddit and boy is it having a marked effect on my horniness. I’m thinking about sex so much and I’m started to experience serious longing to be fucked and played with.

Not touching my tits is torture, I had no idea that stimulating my nipples was giving me so much relief. Now that I’m letting them recover, they’re insanely sensitive. Contact with my shirt or bra feels so good and the slightest movement is making my nipples hard. Because I can’t touch them and they feel so good, to my porn and arousal addled brain, it somehow makes sense to crave someone else touching my tits and get relief.

This isn’t an invitation for DMs, but I think the porn is making me want to play with a person and hand over control more and more. Even with my living circumstances. Hell, just writing this and admitting it to the person/people who might read this post is turning me on so much.

I’m going to be able to touch and edge far less than usual for the next few weeks, so it’ll be interesting to see how I go. I’m seriously thinking about having an orgasm a day or two after my Birthday. I’m curious to see if I like it or not.

This is really fun. :)