Holidays are such a mess for me, I swear. 😵‍💫 I have absolutely no privacy, and no chances to indulge my greedy cunny without the risk of people walking in on me.

Not that I didn't try.

I played with my clitty under the shower a couple of times, of course, but my family is big, the bathrooms are few (when we meet on the holidays we gather at the same house) and there is always somebody queuing or not too far from the door. I can't help but trying to subtly hump my pillow in bed, late at night, but I am always worried that somebody would just wake up and see me being the insanely horny mess I become when I leave my clitty alone for too long.

I have to actively repress the instict to press my kitty onto whichever surface I am sitting or even like standing nearby - couches, tables, corners, plushies. Even my own jeans are enough to make me wanna move and squirm if I am not careful 😭

To reduce the issue, I keep going on long walks around the woods or to the lake, just to sit on a bench or a branch or a tree stump and pretend to read for hours, while my cunny keeps drooling and ruining all my panties. I was so desperate two days ago that I ended up humping the tree stump (with pants on) until my cunny was all sore 🙈

I could not even cum 😭 I was taking too long and I had to stop when I heard the voices of the hikers moving through the woods.

And what's worse is that it is kinda of a lie. I could cum. My cunny is demanding and needy and messy, but I can make her cream just by squeezing my tights a lil. But why does it feel so damn good? My cunny is all puffy and raw and needy, I can't even sleep without a pillow between my tights to make her feel nice and snug, and my nipples keep tingling and itching and aching. But I am keeping my leg spread under the covers, even if my clitty is itching and my tiny hole is clenching, doing my best to keep my hips still and the cummies away.

My cunny has been so swallen and needy that I have to make an actual effort not to hump all the surfaces I sit 😭

It's been 3 days already and I can't sleep because my cunny keeps throbbing so hard.