i’ve been denied since october 30th but my Daddy and i were discussing permanent denial last night (well actually very early this morning when i couldn’t sleep) and i’m finding myself a little nervous about it. there’s something so final about deciding to be permanently denied versus knowing that it will eventually come, just not knowing when.

my Daddy asked me for a list of reasons why i would want to cum, and i couldn’t think of any except wanting to cum when he tells me to. Daddy then asked me for a list of reasons why i don’t want to cum and i came up with these:

1. Daddy wants me to be denied
2. good girls don’t cum
3. cumming is too much work for me
4. i’m a better slut when denied
5. Daddy’s pleasure is more important than mine

it seems like i’m going to be permanently denied, at least until if/when my Daddy decides i should cum.