I got to fill my pussy for a day on Saturday and now I feel even emptier.

I made a deal so that I could play with a new toy I got myself on Black Friday before I realized just how long I would be on no touch.

The deal: - I had to be sucking on a dildo while I had the egg in - the time didn’t count towards my no touch countdown - I had exactly 48 hours to wear it

If I’m not thinking with my pussy then I can see how this is just training me to become a cocksucker and that 48 hours is just long enough for me to get used to the sensation, which means my pussy will be even needier for the rest of the time.

But I am thinking with my pussy. It wasn’t part of the deal, but I handed over control of the egg vibrations the moment I was asked. My pussy wants to be controlled and teased.

And now I have weeks and weeks to regret how empty this makes me feel.