I’ve been kind of lost lately tbh. (24 ftm he/him)

I’ve done 100days of orgasm denial, then I came for a few months as I wished, then I did a challange involving task and loads of edges which together earned me 32 800 edges over like 41 days if I remember correctly. Then I tried another challange but it was tearing me down physically to much so I said I was gonna ruin until I found or made up another challange. I have cum a lot after that tho so I broke that too….

Anyway I’m kinda trying to figure out a new challange rn tho. Since it’s a new year soon, I’m thinking about doing a 6months denial or 1 year but I honestly don’t know if I’ll manage that and I don’t want to do something I’ll fail but at the same time, I dream of permanent denial like all the time so idk maybe

It would be fun with a longer challange tho that is more like 1week of no touch, 2 weeks if edging, 1 week of ruins or something like that but idk.

I’m thinking I should definitely have a challange in mind for January 1st tho right? Or right away or like a small thing now and then more hardcore on January 1st…?