I’m almost afraid to use them. He has suddenly decided I’ve have enough freely orgasming when I want and it’s time to give me some structure. I must ask for permission to cum but he is bot feeling generous.

As for the 4 free orgasms I’ve earned, even today he was fucking me so good. I wanted to cum so bad but was afraid to use one because the I will only have 3 left. What if I waste them??? That would be terrible.

Daddy didn’t worry about letting me cum but fucked me so good and after he filled me up I had such mixed feelings. Knowing I could cum but being afraid of using one up was too much such a mind fuck.

It’s like having g a safety net. 4 chances to cum when I want. But I don’t want to use them, so I’m denying myself. And daddy hasn’t said a word about it other than to mind my manners, if you know what I mean.

Feeling desperate and a pathetic. You already know girls like me/us shouldn’t do too much thinking for ourselves. For my own good, right?