Being a strong independent women can be quite tiresome after all...

Especially one with a ton of self-imposed rules to keep her and her rather extensively dripping cunt satiated with the thrill of being submissive and overtly sexual.

Okay, rather forwards self-depreciating comments and jokes aside... It's very nice to meet you, my name is Matilde, although I'm sure I can get used to being referred to less appropriately as well.

I do have a couple of rather extensive posts explaining my denial and current way of life, if you will. But in short all you really need to know that many months ago I decided to take a break from from pursuing rather materialistic goals and dedicate my time to myself alone. Just let my sexuality fly, or well, in my case be very firmly tied up :D

Don't get me wrong I'm definitely not knew to denial or submission or any of the more bdsm stuff. It's more just that before they tended to be a strictly bedroom constrained part of my life. Whereas now, I have the time to really "immerse" myself in all that and live a little all for my sexual pleasure, or I guess in my case an ever more intense sexual frustration might be the right term to use.

That being said, I am single, and to be fair I want to remain so at least for the time of this "life experiment". It doesn't mean that I 100% lack in person contact though, in fact I grew to become quite active in my local bdsm scene. But it does mean that I do spend a lot of time alone... And frankly while I'm sitting here right now on a towel, naked with only my glorious socks on, I'm not sure what I'm missing more, someone actually stroking my body, driving me mad or just the conversation. A sexy but all be it wholesome one. You know the type of conversation you have with the naked chick who hasn't orgasmed in a year and is leaking all over your fancy couch...

I know I have weird expectations, in terms of keeping things relatively casual and light-hearted, but you see my goal has been to make this state I'm currently in, this overtly sexual and utterly fucking frustrated, denied and exposed self of mine the norm. And frankly I think I've succeeded in that regard...

So, if you would like to chat up said naked chick, then you're welcome to shoot me a message.