Hi all,

After my post 20 days ago, I (ftm) was unable to just tease and deny, an update on that in a moment though. However, three days ago, NOvember started and this year I am doing my best to have absolutely no orgasms in NOvember. If all goes well with that, I might even extend into the new year, but we will see how NOvember goes first.

So first the update from 20 days ago:

I had just gotten new outer labia piercings, one on each side, and had noticed that after masturbating, it felt sore. Of course it would but I am usually a horny mess, so I would still go ahead and play with my pussy. So at that point I decided I would allow myself to carefully tease myself but not cum. It was meant to have all the fun but not go so far as to get the fresh piercings irritated.
Well as Imentioned, I am usually a horny mess and love playing with my pussy, so during those 20 days I masturbated less but when I did, I came. I counted 8 orgasms. As I wasn't able to stick to not cumming, I decided to count the orgasms and each orgasm would add some sort of pain play punishment once the piercings are fully healed, or close to fully healed. At this point, I just want to mention that pain play is my other big kink, so it is a funishment more than anything.

Anyway, now that November has begun, I want to start a little diary that I will update on here occasionally, both for fun and for accountability.

On October 31st at around 9pm I remembered that it was my last chance to cum so I basically fucked myself silly and had two orgasms before midnight.
After midnight I simply took a nice long shower, washed all the grool off, and put all the toys away.

All the rechargable toys should be currently out of charge or close to out of charge. I have not touched pussy outside of using the toilet and any cleaning, as well as sometimes having to adjust the piercings when I sit down.
I have also avoided mainstream porn and erotica. I have stopped wirting erotica for now, but will continue soon. More on that in a bit. I checked my reddit yesterday, but without scrolling, I just had a look at my messages. I also checked my fetlife and liked two hot pictures there, but I don't consider them mainstream porn and I did not use them to masturbate or anything like that.
I have not masturbated or cum in 3 days now and am starting to get a bit horny. That said, I am not yet planning to touch myself. I know when I get into it, it will be hard for me to stop myself as I am currently without a dom.

Today I started a little diary, written by hand as well. And in it I am simply writing how it's going and every entry will also come with a drawing or painting of a pussy because why not. Today I tried to draw one from reference (google searching) and then painted it with water colour pens. I have never used these pens before so it is very... neon pink for some reason. But oh well :D I think next time I want to try with only pencil.

Earlier, when I opened reddit, I was greeted with an extremely hot denial video, which got my juices flowing. it was a woman being edged with a wand while also having a small dildo going in and out of her. I want that done to me so so bad. So at the moment my clit really wants attention but it is not receiving it. I want my pussy to be so needy by the end of the month, that it wants to explode the second I touch it. So I will slowly restart watching denial porn in a few days and then slowly increase how much I consume of it.

Now on writing erotica, I promised in the comments of my last post, that I would look into places to publish my erotica. There are three options, I am considering. The first option is Literotica, however they have extremely strict rules and within the set of kinks I have, it could get tricky and suck all the fun out of writing and editing those stories. I have several stories in progress btw, I love writing erotica. The second option is to simply put them up on my reddit profile, but I feel it might make things too chaotic, especially if I publish unfinished work in parts etc. I am considering making a subreddit or maybe even a free website or something, just for my stories. Still looking into it. Open for suggestions if anybody has some ideas on that part. Once I know how I want to publish it, I will make a post about it on my reddit profile. I am just saying that here, because I have received messages and questions about my erotica before, so this is just a headsup.

Anyway, wish me luck for the month and hopefully for longer after that. If you are doing a NOvember too, good luck to you and happy denial!

Post from 20 days ago:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Femaleorgasmdenial/comments/1g3ni18/my_ftm_pussy_is_now_on_complete_no_touch_just/

EDIT:

I just found the video I mentioned above, that got me so horny. It is on this subreddit, so I am assuming it's ok for me to link it here: https://www.reddit.com/r/Femaleorgasmdenial/comments/1gikm9i/i_am_normally_a_domme_but_i_relented_and_decided/