I haven't cum or touch in 12 days but since I started to be anal only the last 3 days things got a lot worse.

Yesterday after being plugged at work I plugged myself again at home and started to watch porn. I made a post and talked with some guys.... all normal

The problem started latter, I fall asleep while I was watching some porn and suddenly I wake up, at the edge, hummping my bed very slowly I stopped immediately but I came anyways 😭😭😭😭

So my question is... Did I fail? As punishment my friend told me to use my plug at least two hours every day during my vacations abroad. So now I'm writing this post, plugged in a shared room in a hostel 😭🥵