I've been on No-touch for 12 days straight without any kind of sensations or pressure between my legs. I was finally granted touch privileges by my master last Monday. I've been so grateful since then. I've been trying to get better at edging again for my master but my body has betrayed me. The edges used to be bearable, but after the no touch they've become intense. At the last second my body keeps betraying me. No matter how quickly I pull back or remove all stimulation, keeping my legs spread, uncontrollable ruins still overtakes me. So far I've had 3 ruins for 9 edges within just 2 days. My master is unhappy about this and wants me to avoid having ruins when I edge next time. I'm hesitant to edge again, knowing that I might disobey my master's rule of not ruining without his permission. I don't wanna make him disappointed on me. I want to please him by edging properly. I've been racking my brain trying to figure out how to avoid the ruins completely. I need help, to get rid of them. I've been so good up untill now, but these unwanted ruins have me worried that my master will be disappointed on me again. I need to know how can I stop these unwanted ruins?