Hello again! I’ve missed you all so very much!

You know what else I’ve missed? Cumming. I miss cumming so much. All I think about all the time is how nice it would be if my clit could just be buzzed or my cunt pounded until I exploded, then I would be so uncomplaining and content. I can feel my pulse in my clit, and I’m so perpetually wet. I’m almost always away with the fairies because my brain is just an endless loop of pornos ending in far luckier girls having screaming, beautiful orgasms. I feel like I really really need to cum, like it’s not even an option or a desire, it’s a need.

But, annoyingly, I still like denial. Funny how that works, isn’t it? I love knowing that I’m not in control of my orgasms, and that what I want doesn’t matter. This, obviously, turns me on, and then I can’t do anything about being turned on because I can’t cum which turns me on and then I can’t do anything about being turned on which turns me on and the cycle continues.

I’m writing today’s update from my bedroom floor. I do my mantra on the knees on my floor every night, and I wait to be granted permission to get into bed, unless Daddy’s reply takes longer than five minutes. Today, however, I was a little bratty to Daddy in a server full of His friends. I am writing this in the hopes that Daddy will be happy with it and allow me into bed so that I can give Him as much pleasure as possible. I love making Daddy feel good, His orgasm is about as close as I can get to my own.

To conclude, I want to cum SO MUCH so so much so goddamn much; I will not cum; I’m cold and naked and on the floor and hoping very much that Daddy will allow me to make Him feel good.

Hope you all had a fantastic weekend, big smooches to each and every one of you! Keep being denied, keep being hot, keep being you xx