I made a bad decision.

I was edging two nights ago and chose to cum. I was following Daddy’s instructions and edging; I can edge his pussy as much as I want, but no ruining or cumming. I’d been edging all day and felt so good and fuzzy and dumb. I felt myself getting closer to the edge, it felt so fucking good.

I’ve gotten better at forcing myself to relax when I need to stop an edge. It’s one of the things I’m proudest of in getting deeper into edging and denial. But instead of following daddy’s instructions, I let myself cum.

I told daddy yesterday about what I’d done. He said he was incredibly disappointed and I was put on no touch for 24 hours, starting this morning.

I want to make it up to him. Daddy loves when other people use me and tell me what to do, degrade me and humiliate me, make me degrade and humiliate myself. So I’m on here offering myself up to you as my own self-punishment like the pathetic little piss slut I am.