Hello!! Recently I’ve decided to get more serious with my training and do something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time, taking my orgasms away. I have lots of experience edging and I’ve definitely gone for a while without cumming but it’s never been pre-planned. I always just see how I feel and give up whenever but that’s too easy because I’m still technically allowing myself to cum if I changed my mind.

I’ve decided to start with 3 days of denial because knowing I’m not allowed to cum drives me nuts and it’s already working. I know that’s not a lot but I gotta start somewhere and I know myself enough and I get really needy and this will be a big challenge for me.

In order to prepare I wrote myself a contract and signed away my orgasms, and yesterday while I was still allowed I made myself cum 3 times. 3 orgasms in a day isn’t that much for me but it was still kinda hard to force them out of myself. I hope it was enough to get me through this.

During this denial I will not be allowing myself anal or vaginal penetration. I have made it my goal this year not to have anything inside my pussy and I also haven’t used my ass just as long and it would be unfair to let myself do that just because I can’t cum now. I won’t be allowing ruins either because they just make me feel bad in a not sexy way.

I got myself all worked up writing this so I’m gonna go put my nipple clamps on and touch a bit more even though I already edged today. Thank you for reading, advice or questions welcome<3