I know that's pathetically little compared to everyone else here, haha, but I usually need to get off at least once a day. I have no self control. I keep trying denial, and I can last for a whole day until I need to get naked and shower. Washing my cunt messes me up every damn time. By the time I pull the showerhead down to wash my pussy and ass, I’m usually dripping and aching and as soon as the stream of water hits my clit, I physically can’t stop myself from turning the jet setting on and blasting my clit until I cum.

I found myself browsing this sub yesterday and got sooo wet and I think it finally gave me the resolve to deny myself. Before bed, I absolutely thought I was going to fail in the shower again but somehow after edging with the showerhead I steeled myself and managed to pull the stream away at the last minute ignoring my poor throbbing pussy screaming at me to cum.

I fell asleep grinding the pillow between my legs and this morning I woke up with my cunt practically twitching and it almost instantly started dripping as i gently rubbed it. I spent the next two hours playing with it and grinding on my pillow, but always stopping the moment I started to get close because I think I won't be able to stop if I edge properly.

I've been leaking all day and I'm hyperaware of my clit and how empty my pussy feels as it clenches around nothing. I genuinely don't know how anyone does this, but I'm going to try. I think setting an exact denial period will just make me fail, but if I actually have a chance of cumming every day I might last longer, because I can motivate myself by thinking "I only need to last one more day and I might get to cum". So I've decided to roll a d20 every day. To come I have to roll a 20, but for each day I last I get a 1 to my roll. If I roll a 1 i have to ruin. If I accidentally have an orgasm at any other time I have to ruin it immediately and subtract 5 from my daily roll modifier. So today I need to roll 19 or 20 to cum.

I'm going to roll now, wish me luck!