I’ve been a bad girl, and haven’t been denied. I’ve been greedy and having orgasms whenever I want. But they’re becoming less satisfying, compared to the delirious joy of being on the edge.

So I’m punishing my dumb disobedient cunt.

Last night put in my Lush, and taped my stupid pussy shut. Disobedient cunts don’t get to cum they just get tortured. My lush only had 20% battery. I don’t know what’s worse: Having it fully charged and running longer? Or having it run out right when I get fucking desperate, then having that egg taped into my pussy all night.

The more denied I am, the filthier I get. I want to stuff myself full, then tape myself up. Maybe I’ll start with taping all night. Maybe the next day I’ll tape as long as I can. Maybe I’ll keep myself taped until I piss myself. Maybe I’ll drink and drink and drink, so much water. I’ll keep my Lush on low. Then turn it on and off. Go about my day—preferably naked so I can see my stupid closed up cunt every time I pass a mirror, really feel it every time I bend over. And then when I can’t take it anymore I’ll get on my hands and knees and piss on the floor like a pathetic desperate animal. Let it splash up my legs and stomach and thighs. Maybe hit my face. Except it probably won’t do that, since my stupid pussy will still be taped up. Fuck. It’ll probably just sit there, tape will fill with piss. Squishing out of me when I move. Fuck. I could walk around with piss filled tape leaking all over my house, until it was empty. Or I could stay on the floor, hands and knees, head resting on my forearms, letting myself leak. Not moving until my taped up cunt is completely drained. By the time it was empty, I’ll be rehydrated and ready to piss all over again.