Probably not, this is what I want, right? I just spent 15 minutes gently stroking my clit, getting it swollen and achy, pulling the hood back and gently caressing the exposed nub until it literally hurt. My clit wants to cum so badly!

Cumming today is out of the question - a proper indulgent cum-session isn't available until tomorrow anyway and I don't want a quickie. It's only been 8 days since my last orgasm - a quickie in the shower out of necessity.

Yesterday I had some fun with the Wheel of Denial (mean version) again, alongside my buttplug, BenWas and some clamped chores. (I intended to write this yesterday, but life and all that.) I spent two hours with the plug and BenWas simultaneously and a total of 23 minutes with my nipples clamped over 3 hours.

Just before 9AM I spent 5 minutes stroking my clit getting right to the edge to get myself ready for the day ahead, then I spun the wheel every hour.

9AM - No Touch. Both a disappointment and a relief considering the state of my clit. I probably could have cum from snapping it with a rubber band at that point! I inserted my plug and BenWas and got to work on some chores.

10AM - Get on the floor, spin again / strip naked, spin again / 5 snaps to each nipple and clit, spin / No Touch. At this point my nipples were already quite sensitive from the clamps both the previous day and this day, but they were still quite happy to get snapped with the rubber band. My clit perked up in anticipation when I spread my lips, but tried to retreat when the first snap hit. To no avail, I pulled the hood back to make sure I got the full experience so to speak. It didn’t hurt too badly though, but the sting stayed for a few minutes after I finished.

11AM - Pegs on nipples, spin / No Touch. I chose a pair of pegs I hadn't used in a while and left them on for 4 minutes - it was quite painful in the end. I removed the plug and BenWas at this point as I didn’t know how much longer I would have privacy. I felt so empty, I hate removing them before I'm ready.

12PM - 10 snaps to the clit, spin / 10 snaps to the clit, spin / ruined orgasm. Once again my clit perked up in anticipation for something good and once again I pulled the hood back to make sure I properly hit my exposed clit. The first 10 snaps weren't too bad - a mixture of pain and pleasure. The first 5-6 of the last 10 were more painful, but more than bearable. The 19th snap hurt so much I have no idea how I mustered the willpower to snap myself that last time. Fuck that one hurt! My pussy was dripping though... I don't do ruins, so as always I pulled out my menthol lip balm, pulled the hood of my clit back and massaged a generous dollup into my exposed, freshly snapped and aching clit. I then took 10 minutes to just - recalibrate is probably the word.

That was unfortunately all I had time for yesterday - although my clit was somewhat grateful for a break! I did spend another 6 minutes stroking my clit to the edge of cumming again later in the afternoon though.

Now, some thoughts on when to cum. Looking back at my stats, I see I haven't had a denial streak of less than 12 days since mid March. Which means I probably shouldn't ruin that stat by cumming tomorrow on day 9?

I feel like there's a difference between cumming because I'm horny and want to and cumming because I'm stressed out of my mind and need a reset. At the moment I'm just horny and achy and I'm not even sure I want to cum yet...

I got a wish in the comments on one of my latest post (sorry I can't recall your username) of having a public spreadsheet where one could follow my antics 'live' so to speak. I'm not sure that's something I would want to do, but I'm playing with the idea - is that something people would be interested in, or is it just a bit niche for stat-geeks? How would one go about setting that up? Could the Edgr-app be used for this?

Input on both wether or not I should cum tomorrow and on how a spreadsheet/the Edgr-app would work and if people are interested are most welcome - in the comments. No DMs please.