Five months ago, I had no interest in orgasm denial.

"It's so hard for me to reach orgasm, why would I purposely not try to get there?"

But my online Dom suggested that he should get to decide when I get to cum.

"Sure," I thought, "I go a while without it anyway."

Here I am, four months into giving him the keys to my orgasms, and now I'm sitting here on Day 21 since my last clitoral orgasm, and Day 29 since my last internal orgasm.

I wake up edging. I go to sleep edging. My clit jumps and jolts throughout the day, no matter where I am.

Strangely, it's calmed down yesterday- I spent 4 hours edging, mostly in the tub with the showerhead, this morning and hit a few hard edges. Maybe that gave me some relief?

But as soon as I was done edging and got in bed, I was grinding on my pillow like usual, and when I woke up this afternoon, I was grinding on it again.

My Dom sayd he'll let me earn an orgasm soon.

Until then, it's hump, hump, hump...