A couple of days ago I posted asking "hey wtf??" about a thing I experienced while in orgasm denial and trying to edge...you fine folks explained that I'd had a ruined orgasm.

I told my Dom, he forgave me, and I selfishly asked if I could do it again...you know, for science.

He said yes, with stipulations.

Well, when I was edging using the shower head, it happened again- but it was a relatively weak one. I meant to edge up, then use my clit sucker to bring myself to a hopeful ruin.

I was disappointed in myself and guilty, so I stopped, cleaned myself up, and just went to bed.

...but I was still so fucking horny, that I couldn't sleep at all.

In the morning, with limited time to spare, I decided to just try to get to a hard ruin like my Dom gave me permission for.

I put on my nipple clamps, turned on my clit sucker, started the camera-

-and within MOMENTS, I had worked myself up to the point where I ripped the clit sucker away from myself, lay back, and breathed with jagged breaths as my legs shook, my belly twitched, and my cunt throbbed and pulsed with hunger.

After I recovered, I checked the video. It was shocking, I could see it all happening, even my own slick because I didn't use lube.

The best part is...I'm still so fucking horny. It's like I got a brief satisfaction and respite, but then it came surging back.

Just like before the ruin, I'm wet; I'm clenching; I'm pulsing; my mind is full of cock, all I can do is post exhibitionist stuff on Reddit and pray for horny attention to think about.

It's awful, but so, so good. My tummy kind of hurts a little, but the overall feeling is AMAZING.

I guess what I'm saying is- thank you, r/femaleorgasmdenial!!!

I'll keep you on speeddial!