I'm under orders not to cum, with the caveat that wet dreams are forgivable; but I feel like there are multiple forms of orgasm for those of us with vaginas??

Like, I'm allowed to edge. Sometimes I'll stop, but something will keep going- it happened tonight, where I knew I was getting close to a full on clitoral orgasm, so I stopped and put my palm flat against my crotch, but it kept going- I could feel my entrance pulsing and clenching, even though I forced myself to relax.

It felt like some kind of relief, but at the same time, it definitely wasn't a clitoral orgasm the way I was used to. It also was definitely not an orgasm like the kind I get when I have something inside me.

Did that count as an orgasm?? Did I break the rules?? Did I end my streak on Day 20??

I'm still getting wet easily, and I'm once again in bed gyrating my hips around a pillow, so I want to say it wasn't one.