In a 'fix my life' kinda mood, so well, see if this lasts. I can't stop thinking about being denied and horny 24/7 the last few weeks. I always think I'm better denied, happier, more eager to serve, and everything just feels better. I struggle with discipline and willpower in the moment, tho and only go a few weeks at most. I doubt I'll break any records this time, but I feel like I need the denial lately.

I spent all weekend thinking about it and I think I know what I want to do. It'll be hard but until after the wedding on Saturday I'm going on no touch. I struggle so much with no touch, but I think it's a great way to get back into a denial streak.

After that, I'm not 100% sure what I'll do. It's probably some kind of daily edging, but idk what the schedule will be like. Once I'm really horny again, I'm sure I'll have ideas for tasks too. I have some punishment ideas, too, but I'm hoping I won't have to share them yet, lol.

Mostly, making this post for myself but encouragement or just a fun chat is always welcome. Also, I just want to mention that I'm pre-op mtf.

Edit: cleaned up grammar/ wording