I did a few months of orgasm control earlier this year with chastiity and then switched to hypnosis and mental control from my man: i didn’t orgasm unless he told me. That faded in time and then I started getting lost in gooning today.

Reposting older sexy pics of myself and dressing like a fucktoy got me super turned on for when my man came home today and i got him off hard. Blowjobs and ass fucking were involved. He didn’t tell me to orgasm though so i didn’t.

I’m going back to gooning and edging and reposted an older pic of me in chastity like the one above and I got a lovely text from u/GoddessReinaRose who must have just seen my post. My profile says how I love being dominated by women and she just went for it.

I’m like 110% submissive and it’s often hard to find women to truly top, but she just leaned in. Little things like telling me to bark or moan softly and report how it felt. She started tapping into my sub brain quick.

I told her how no chastity belts could really stop me from orgasm because my man had trained me to cum from kegels and even once or twice from giving oral. She keyed right in and started having me kegel and report how it felt.

The kegels alone wouldnt get me there, but her telling me to kegel on a pattern and controlling them was pushing me close fast. I didn’t have permission to orgasm though so i was quickly in a pickle. I couldnt keep kegeling and being topped by a stranger and not cum.

I told her i couldnt cum right now, that i didnt have permission, so she just counted down and enjoyed me squirming over text. She even made me type out a fake orgasm which seriously almost pushed me over. Then she told me she would orgasm for me with my man and make me watch.

I literally bit my lip during the DM session at this point to keep from cascading out an unintended orgasm. I begged her to stop and as she had already climaxed watching me squirm on text she took pity on me and let me not climax.

Holy fuck though am i horny now. My man smells like I’m fucking ovulating and i feel like i can smell colors or see through walls I’m just that fucking horny. I don’t know if I’m back in the orgasm denial lifestyle or not, but I’m loving how I’m feeling right now.