There’s only 5 more days till I finally hit 100. Starting this journey I would’ve never guessed I’d stay denied for 3 months let alone go to 100 days… edging is my normal now. Stroking my clit until it’s wet, hard and sensitive is my routine every morning and night. Not coming is my new normal.

I had an accidental ruin a week ago after edging 50 times and what pushed me over was looking at a picture of my own red, swollen and denied clit glaring at me while I could feel it begging for touch.. oh how it ached and surprised me when I suddenly felt it cumming on its own, my cunt fluttering emptily as I let the waves of the ruin slowly wash away on my body. It felt so good, but I was still disappointed I ruined when I had been doing so good. I ended up having a dip in motivation to edge and libido, but I’ve been slowly getting back to it now.

What surprised me was how hard my clit still is even though it basically came, and how more sensitive I am now. Before I’d end up having to thoroughly rub myself to an edge and I’d be able to edge for a while, but now I have to be really careful because my clit has gotten a taste of cumming again and it’s been much quicker to edge.

I still want to stay denied until I hit day 100, but after that I’m probably going to reset and have a rest before NNN. Since it’s been so long since I had a real full orgasm, I kind of want to make ruins my new release now until I decide it’s time for only edging again.