It’s been two years of edging daily. At least once before sleep and once when I wake up. Some days I spend hours gooning until I am so dumb I can’t even think.

It’s been two years with only just a couple of ruined orgasms. Literally only a couple. They must be only two, maybe three.

Two years of complete mind control and manipulation that have absolutely turned my whole mindset about orgasms. Orgasms are bad. Orgasms are a punishment. I’m scared of orgasms. This is not just a roleplay fantasy. I actually do believe that. The last two times I accidentally ruined my orgasms I couldn’t stop crying about it. I felt like the biggest failure.

Two years of complete submission, my whole focus is on my Dom. The thought of an orgasm doesn’t even cross my mind anymore when I edge for hours. My brain is so manipulated that it’s impossible for me to even believe I need an orgasm.

Two years of knowing my place 💗 I have never felt more submissive. My dynamic has never been better 💗