after teasing myself all weekend and slapping my pussy every time I reached the edge, my poor cunt was sooo sore that it needed a day of no touch yesterday. I was working from home, so why not spend the day teasing myself mentally instead?

I spent the afternoon squirming in my chair, fantasizing about riding cocks and faces and dying to hump hump hump to take some of the edge off. I decided humping didn't count as touching, so I took little breaks to hump the arm of my couch and the corner of my desk. I forgot how much humping turns me on (it feels so degrading to me, rubbing my pussy on whatever I can find) and so my plan to hump hump hump and take the edge off just turned me on even more. I let myself drag a finger down my slit to feel how desperate I was getting, and then I licked my delicious mess off my fingers.

At one point, I was instructed to take off my panties and see how messy they had gotten. they were glistening with my juices, so sticky and wet. I was told to spit in my panties and pull them back up, so I did. I spit twice for good measure, and feeling the extra wetness—knowing that it was my own spit rubbing together with my creamy need—drove me wild. I started humping a pillow and practicing sucking cock with a thick dildo. I can't get it all the way down yet, but I can get it far enough that my throat leaves those thick, delicious, sticky strings of drool.

Eventually, it was almost time to touch again. I was so good all day, I decided to let myself prepare by pumping my clit. That was one of the best ideas my dumb desperate edge slut brain had had all day. I laid on the couch with the pump on my clit with just the lightest suction, which drove me to a level of need I've never experienced outside of denial.

When time was up, I stuffed used my big dildo—the same one I sucked earlier—into my pussy and fucked myself. Just before I got to the edge, I swapped the dildo for my pussy plug. I put my vibe on my clit and then I lay there, running my hands up and down my body. I was so sensitive everywhere—even in places I wouldn't have thought—that I kept shivering. My nipples had been so neglected so I smeared some of the grool oozing out of my cunt on my nipples and twisted and pinched and rolled them until they were hard little points.

I wanted to cum so badly, but you were all so mean to me =( and reminded me that good girls don't cum no matter how dumb and desperate they get. And even though it's only been five days, I am desperate.

Right before I went to sleep, I turned my clit vibe on high and experienced the best edge I've ever felt (so far). I need to get better at riding the edge, though. I took my vibe away sooner than I wanted to because I was so worried I was going to be a bad girl and go over the edge, and ruin all my hard work. My clit pulsed when I took the vibe away, and I could feel my pussy clenching around the plug. I fell asleep with the plug in and woke up a few hours later, squirming and humping the pillow between my legs. I had to take the plug out because it was starting to hurt, and I need to work up to wearing it over night. I grabbed my vibrator and edged again, for good measure, then fell asleep for the rest of the night. When I stood up this morning, my pussy actually drooled.

I'm working from home again today, and instead of no touch, I decided it was time to tease myself physically. I've never done anything like this before (I always felt so guilty) but now I'm sitting at my computer riding my clit vibe, making a new pair of panties nice and creamy. it feels incredible, so naughty and depraved and fucking desperate.

and now my cunt wants to be degraded. I can't stop thinking of you telling me no, telling me how stupid and dumb my cunt is and how my pussy and my clit have taken over for my brain, and that's how it should be. I want to beg you to cum while you tell me my cunt is pathetic and doesn't deserve to cum, because good girls don't cum no matter how badly they want to, and all its good for is giving other people pleasure from knowing its denied.

Limits: being called a bitch, public play, photos, anything bathroom/toilet related, rape/cnc, anal (rimming/fingering is okay).

currently very into: body writing, pussy/clit pumping, using my crop, nipple play, dildos, soft doms (male or female), being called baby girl, light pain.