After 16 days of denial I really needed a little relief because I just couldn't touch myself anymore without risking to cum. And because I'm so eager to edge my pussy sore I decided it would be best if I cum just to start denial over again. But I just wanted a reset of my permanent arousal and not a satisfying orgasm so that I would still remain desperate and needy and that's why I made it as bad as possible. First I plugged my asshole, clamped my nipples and put my collar on. Then I shoved a remote vibrator into my pussy and took the remote in my hand. I stood in the middle of my room and tied my wrists to a rafter so I was forced to stand. Then I turned on the vibrator and immediately felt the orgasm building up, after about 10 seconds I had to turn the vibrator off. When the vibrator was already off I felt the feeling between my legs getting more and more intense and then i just cummed, my legs were shaking and I was twitching a bit but I just didn't feel anything from the orgasm. I then loosened the cuffs on my hand and collapsed because my legs were so weak and shaky, as I lay on the floor I almost cried because the orgasm was so unsatisfying. But now I'm happy because I can finally fuck my pussy sore again and still be as needy as before. Am i not a good girl? I mean the orgasm was only functional and not for satisfaction.