I am denied long term, and have been so, so needy over the past week. I've been edged and denied relentlessly, over and over, to the point that I've cried out of sheer desperation multiple times. My pussy and clit are so sore but are so needy for more attention, no matter how much it hurts or how frustrated it makes me.

I was edging with a vibrator and a full pussy, and decided to torture myself with memories of orgasms past, just to really rub in that I don't cum anymore, to make me want what I can't have. The memories were fuzzy, and I couldn't remember clearly what it felt like. I know, intellectually, clench, release, feels good, but it just felt like... nothing. It scares the shit out of me, but makes me so needy and submissive.

If cumming isn't even good enough for me to remember, clearly I don't need to cum again.