So I’ve been denied for the whole week! I’ve been posting a lot, but I wanted to write a long update on the past couple days. Also, the last paragraph is me asking how to finally get my release and how to use myself before I can cum tonight if you don’t want to read the whole post. I’d love it if you could help me with tonight though <3. Feel free to humiliate, praise, and degrade me too… it’ll keep me worked up at work all day ;)

Wednesday I was plugged at work (somewhat accidentally), and it drove me absolutely mad. I definitely would like to do it again sometime next week… it just made it hard to focus, so I don’t want to be tooooo unproductive because of my slutty asshole. But I wanted to touch the entire day and couldn’t, and then when I got home to slip my new plug in, I decided to push myself and be anal only for the evening. That new plug drove me absolutely MAD. It felt so fucking good, I was leaking nonstop and just so squirmy. I need more practice with it though, since I could only wear it for 30min or so. I was also supposed to diaper myself, but since I was doing the new plug, I didn’t end up using the diaper. I just kept myself edged for the rest of the night.

Yesterday then, I diapered myself as soon as I got home. When diapered, I can’t touch myself, so it’s essentially like a chastity belt, but that you can hump just a bit in due to how squishy it gets. I completely filled it, and didn’t want to take it off, but I had to shower for the night. In the shower, I fingered my ass with a couple fingers and spit for lube. I was so desperate for more… sooooo when I got out of the shower, I used that new plug a bit more. Instead of leaving it in, I fucked my ass with it instead. It has a long, uniform wide part (bvibe snug plug 4), so it was nice for giving my hole a stretch. After maybe 15min of using my ass, I took the plug out, and my asshole felt so used and had a bit of a resting gape.

After that, I then posted on FapDeciders asking if I should put myself in chastity or be allowed to edge for the few hours I’d be up while high. I was told to lock my pussy up. So, I locked it up like the good girl I am, and then smoked. I wanted to touch myself so fucking bad I was all squirmy and trying to hump anything, but got no pleasure at all. I made another post before bed asking if I should stay in chastity or if I could finally touch myself. I was allowed to touch this time, and holy fuck, I was so wet. I couldn’t stop playing with my pussy for an hour and definitely pushed the limits of edging. I got so close a couple of times, and was so conflicted if I should just cum. It took so much willpower, but I remained a good girl and didn’t cum. To stop myself from touching even more, I just had to go to bed.

I had such horny dreams last night it was crazy. I dreamt about an old ex who always got me worked up, but we were pretty young and only dated a month, so nothing physical actually happened. Only ever sexting and stuff, but fuck, dreaming about them and how they would have used me… I woke up soaked and couldn’t help but edge for five minutes before I had to get up and ready for work.

I’ll be kinda busy this evening for a few hours, but tonight is my last night of denial. I told myself I’d get to cum tonight, so I’m going to stick with that. That said… that won’t be until right before bed. I’ll still edge and tease myself all evening and into the early hours of the morning though ;)

Anyways, sorry, super long update, but wanted to share everything I was up to! And then, since I’m going to cum tonight, how should I spend the evening and night? I thought about putting myself in chastity, but maybe I should be a dumb edge slut all evening instead constantly touching and rubbing without permission. Maybe have to be plugged? Help me earn that orgasm ;)