Denial is helping me achieve milestones I wasn’t sure were possible - and I’m so proud of myself! I’ve been working towards deep throating and tasting/swallowing cum (at my Doms request). So far, he’s always allowed me to cum after I make him cum. But we’ve also wanted to work towards him using me and then keeping me denied. (Which seemed scary somehow but also the idea of it turned me on so much!)

So today I’ve been denied for a couple days and I’ve been a really good girl! I woke him up by practicing deep throating (always with his ok of course). Then multiple times today I’ve asked to suck him and practiced deep throating again. Many times so far he’s made me get his precum on my fingers, suck it off, and then hold it in my mouth until he told me to swallow. After doing this repeatedly all day, he put me on my knees and let me suck him off. I took all the cum in my mouth and held it there for him to see. I was almost able to swallow it all. Then he pinched my nipples hard, told me I was a good girl, and sent me on my way.

I won’t be allowed to cum until after I service him again tomorrow night. I’m dripping and aching, but I’m so proud of myself. And so thankful for denial because that’s what got me this far!!