I've edged, teased, ruined, numbed, and generally tormented my clit almost every day. I have a toy in my needy pussy as I write this, my body wants constant stimulation. I love this so much, I feel like a dumb pleasure slut and I hardly want to cum. My clit stays desperate and swollen any time I'm not totally focused on something else. I'm leaking constantly, it's all so sensitive that even my lips rubbing against my clit when I move my legs can make me squirm. My thoughts are constantly about how good it feels to be this desperate, that this is how my pussy is supposed to feel. I do go no touch at times to remind myself that I'm lucky to even get the relief of touching and edging. I've become so much of a whore, having fantasies about being used and letting someone else decide what I need and when I've had enough. I don't need to cum, my clit is just a fun thing to toy with. I feel like the only time I should cum is when I'm forced to for someone else's amusement. I love all of it, just as much as I'm embarrassed by it.

TL,DR: I've become a useless edge whore, and I love every second of it. Feel free to tell me why I'm better off this way, or make fun of me for being so desperate.