Like a lot of the other girls here, I'm taking a step to be better through JuNo. I typically don't last long with denial so a week on has already begun to feel daunting. I don't anticipate forming a long lasting dynamic (but not closed to the concept) as much as connecting with on going authorative presences to maintain my motivation with denial. To remind me why I can't cum when my cunt tries to convince me that I can.

Something inside me says I may connect well with a Mommy or Daddy at this time in my life, but that is not a requirement.

My interests are in orgasm control, so much edging, watersports (holding/desperation), humiliation. Invested in feeling embarassed during sex, but I am learning I can't handle extreme degredation long term even if its erotic in the moment. Looking to be realistic in this desire and inspiring a sense of inferiority without burning out immediately. I'm experimenting with anal and can wear my middle plug with ease, but the largest is going to take more prep. I have IBS so everyday anal just isn't possible but I try to slide the plug in once a day if I can. I've been ending my edging sessions whenever I have to pee so holding is becoming a bigger part of my playtime but I'm not a fan of wetting.

Not interested in feet, public, age play, scat. I'm not very into pain. Not into voice or video at all though in time I could be open to non-identifying photos of my genitals. Bad experiences have made me cautious about sharing any compromising content so I would like to be forthright in saying I'm looking for a chatting buddy, and I have no expectation of you sharing anything I wouldn't.

I anticipate that I won't get through all of June without an orgasm, I have been very close a few times to tumbling over. But if I should lose control I intend to ruin every orgasm for the rest of June. I'm interested in being made to make ruins a bigger part of my denial experience as I lack practice with them. I feel as if they can be used for discipline.

If any of this resonated with you, I hope to hear from you.