It's been a while since I posted here. I think I've been denied at least three weeks today. Today I had an accident. I'm posting about it here to expose my shame and ask for humiliation. My Dom had me listen to Calia's Curse twice. The second time, I was to suck on my dildo and edge, then suck and rub my nipples. The audio ended, and I pleaded with him to let me tease more. He agreed, as long as I pressed my tits against the mattress, ass in the air, and stimulated my nipples that way. I had my legs apart, but... It was too much, and then he started degrading me. I'm sorry, I'm making excuses and blaming him when it was my fault.

I asked to keep teasing, I knew I could come from nipple stimulation.

I had my legs spread, but I was wearing panties because I'm on my period. I guess the pad was enough stimulation... it's humiliating to admit it. I stopped right after and told him I stopped, but I didn't tell him till an hour or so later because I couldn't be sure whether I'd had an orgasm or not. But the sensations and clenching were slightly more intense than normal, and I feel more relaxed now, so... He agreed that it was either a ruin or a weak orgasm. He's at least pleased I had an accident in such a humiliating, unfulfilling way. He's having fun verbally tormenting me.

I know I am bad and uncontrolled, and I don't come. Toys don't come. I have a disgusting pussy that needs to be controlled. This is why I'm listening to the audio. I've listened twice since last night. Hopefully I will be able to hold my orgasms, or it'll be so ingrained I won't have to work at it at all. It's bad enough, though... I didn't even try. It happened before I knew what was happening. I wasn't even sure whether it was an orgasm.

I am very sorry, I do not deserve to come, I am a pathetic slut.