Today is day 4, which means I haven't edged before bed yet. I can't figure out if I'm so horny because of the (relatively short term) edging, or because I'll start my period soon, or... maybe I'm just that much of a slut :/ I feel like I almost came on the bus, just from the vibrations, and was instantly humiliated. And then more turned on. One feeling triggering the other, again and again.

Once I got home I had to decide whether or not I really wanted to rub, because I knew it would make it worse. I ended up humping the corner of the bed a little. It didn't help the shakiness in my hands, or the catch in my breath.

I have a long distance Dom, but I chose to do this on my own. Meaning I don't really have a time goal in mind. The not knowing makes it worse, too.