Was very proud to report to my Dom today that yes, I did rub, but no, I did not cum. I was just so tired last night... but I guess I wanted the sensation. However, I couldn't even imagine expending the energy to cum. Got me thinking about sleep deprivation, perhaps paired with arousal gel/pills. Constantly wet and swollen, aching for contact and something to fill up my desperate cunt... whining softly and pathetically rubbing my cunt on anything I see. Too exhausted to get over the edge. Passing out while rubbing. What if that was the only time I was fucked? When I was unconscious? I'm a light sleeper, but there are also pills for that. Only when someone wants to use me like a fuckdoll, that's when I get some real sleep. Then I can't even get the satisfaction of feeling a good fuck... fuck, just writing this makes me want to hump something. Specifically hump something, not even run, just hump like an animal.