I had my last edges and orgasm 23 days ago and currently it doesn't look like I'm going to cum, or even just stimulate my clit, any time soon. My vibrating toys are in the basement, and I just had the thought of putting it in a lock box and freezing the key so it's even harder for me to get my toys.

Daddy decided that my body should learn that the right way to cum is by being fucked in my pussy or ass, not the unnatural way of clitoral stimulation. So far it hasn't worked, so no cummies for his property.

For the first about two weeks I was a huge brat, threatening Daddy to get my satisfyer from the basement and breaking the rules. He wasn't amused of course and had to punish me. I'm still sorry for that.

But something changed a lot at some point. I feel a lot more submissive, don't really want to brat (a few jokes aside), and I constantly crave to get fucked and humiliated. When I first talked to my Daddy, I told him I'm not into humiliation. I was even more stupid back then than I am now.

Now I love being a needy slut who wants her holes filled with cock all the time. I love being Daddy's fat stupid anal whore, being his cock craving slave, I even love begging him to allow me to wear a plug or fuck myself with a dildo. The best part is: I don't feel shame anymore about it. Of course sometimes it comes back, but most of the time I embrace being degraded or degrading myself for him.

Even though edging and orgasms feel great, the feelings I get from no touching is way better. I'll probably regret this post at some point, but it will stay to remind myself to be a good girl, because good girls don't cum - at least not in an unnatural way.