Hi all, thanks for reading! I wanted to give an update on my denial.

I’ve successfully hit 58 days of denial! It has been amazing and I consider myself lucky! I’ve been edging every single day, multiple times a day and I’m so happy. Denial is so good for me. I have a very strict set of rules I set for myself that I follow to the letter (dm for rules). They’ve kept me off the walls horny, as is right.

This round of denial was supposed to be 90 days followed by a single full orgasm. Then I moved the goalpost to 100 days followed by a single full orgasm. Now I’m thinking through it again and I’m not sure I want an orgasm. I’m leaning towards a purposefully ruined orgasm, but I could be talked out of it. Denial is such a gift that I’m not sure I want to end it. I love being horny! I love being frustrated! I love being denied!!!!

I know my goal after this denial period is 200 days. That’s locked in. I just haven’t decided if I should have a purposefully ruined orgasm first, please help. My record right now is 60 days, but I’ll be beating that in a few days!

I’m honestly so scared for 200 days, that’s over half a year! Of course I’m going to do it, it’s what’s best for me, but I know it’ll be hard mentally and physically. Every time I edge it’s hard not to give in and cum and it’s only been 58 wonderful days. 200 days is soooo long. I’m up for the challenge though.

My ultimate goal is to work my way up to indefinite denial.

I’m looking for a domme to keep me accountable and make my denial even more frustrating. Please side in my dms if that sounds interesting to you. Denial is a very big priority in my life right now. Please don’t waste my time if you plan on “rewarding” me with orgasms. I don’t want them.