Today marks day 34 of denial as well as one calendar month denied! I’m so excited and proud of myself. This denial length is 100 days minimum. I’m not sure if I want to cum at the 100 day mark or not yet.

I’ve learned that I really prefer denial. Yes, orgasms are amazing! I love them! But denial is even better. I love the ache and wanting. I get excited about edging every session. The physical and mental feeling of frustration is addictive. It’s intoxicating. And while I want an orgasm every now and then (they really do feel good!) I much prefer frustration.

One of my goals of my denial is feel as frustrated as possible as often as possible. I’m edging as much as I can every day. It’s so hard to stop every time! But I know it’s for the best. I want to have as few orgasms as possible this year. 2024 is for taking denial seriously.

I’m currently self denied, but would love to find a domme to control my denial. My dms are open for women and queer people for friendship and potential dynamics.