I’m obsessed with denial. I love every second of it. The feeling of frustration keeps me going! It’s so overwhelming and delicious. I love getting milliseconds from the edge and then ripping my favorite wand vibrator away. Only to repeat. Again. And again. And again! I love wanting to cry from frustration. I’m obsessed with denial and edging.

I hate orgasms. They never feel as good as edging does. They’re usually weak and disappointing to me. Denial is just better. I wish I could just keep my denial streak forever. I want to see the number of days denied rise and rise and rise into the triple digits and (eventually) the thousands.

Every day I wake up and the first thing on my mind is my clit. Every morning she’s pissed I went a whole night without touching her. She begs me for an edge. She’s been denied orgasm since November 25th. She demands edges from me throughout the day. My clit controls me. But I stay in control enough to keep myself from having a selfish orgasm.

Denial is a big priority for me. I’m dedicated to keeping myself frustrated and horny. I’m edging a minimum of 4 times a day. It’s very important and even sacred to me. I don’t want permission to cum, like ever.

I wish i had someone to keep me denied and frustrated. It’s fun on my own, but it’s even better when someone else has final say. I don’t want to be in control. I want my denial to be fully controlled by someone else.

I’m very much looking for a domme. PLEASE slide into my dms if this sounds interesting to you. I’m not looking for cis men at this time, so please don’t apply.

Kinks included long term orgasm denial (obviously), edging, ruined orgasms, bladder play, rules and consequences, loss of control, breath play, 24/7 play, tickling, humiliation, begging, removing choices and feeling frustrated beyond belief.