As my friend (u/pokeadot7) has been a bit busy with real life, I've been rolling a dice to determine how long I should edge each day. And luck has been either bad or perhaps too good? But it has led me to play for several hours every day

This weekend, After quite some time without playing, at least that's how it felt to me, yesterday we had two video calls. The first one was in the morning... quite calm because I had a headache, and he had me edge until he told me I could stop for less than one hour.

The second one was definitely one of the most intense we've shared. I'm a bit shy, so I'm trying to be more talkative while we're in a session. So, we started edging as usual and talking about various topics, like my day, dogs, until we ended up fantasizing about what we would do if we were together. After a couple of edges, he ordered me to ruin for him. I don't like ruining, but good girls obey, and I had my first ruin in this NNN.

We took a short break, and since I was still horny, I asked if I could start playing again, and he said yes. After a while, he took control of my toy, and that's when everything began.

I don't remember much, to be honest. I remember telling him that I'm not like most people in denial who say they don't want to come; I always want to have an orgasm, I crave to have one. He had me in the edge a few more times until I started begging to cum. He asked me if I really wanted to do it, to fail NNN, and I told him I wasn't sure. After making me edge for a while, he told me I could cum, that it would be okay. But when I was about to do it, he turned off the toy and made me ruin. The first of several, at least three more, but honestly I lost count. I only remember moaning, saying his name, begging him to stop, begging him to continue, screaming, seeing him smile at my state, until after what seemed like hours, he finally stopped and told me I had done very well, that he was proud of me.

I can't describe how I felt at that moment. I could barely think; I was on cloud nine. I simply lay on the bed, watching him on the camera while he spoke to me.

I haven't had a real orgasm in 32 days, I don't know if this made me fail NNN but to be honest, I don't care I'll remain in denial as long as he wants.