After a full week of edging, I finally came and oddly the orgasm was like any other orgasm. I was hoping that it would be like the best orgasm I’ve ever had but it wasn’t. I don’t know if it was because I was so focused on cumming that it made it less enjoyable. When I was more focused on not cumming, the edging was more intense and it felt that if I where to come from that that it would be extreme. So I don’t know.

The day leading up to the orgasm I didn’t allow myself to touch my nipples or clit and it was so hard. I wanted to do bad, and when I finally allowed myself, just touching my nipples felt sooo good that it felt like I could cry and I just didn’t want to stop touching them.

After the orgasm filled night, the next day I felt like I was hung over, my body ached, weak and with a headache. My mood did stabilized and I wasn’t as emotional, needy and able to think straight and more clearly and actually do things again instead of feeling like I’m drugged and just obsessively touching myself.

I want to try again and ease back into it so I’m just touching my nipples again, at first they were too sensitive but now as I get more aroused, it’s starting to feel good again. My poor body! Gonna be extendedly bombarded with extreme hormones again! Lol